well.. quite amazed that i'm still awake by now, look at the time clost to 230am. its Maggie's birthday!! YEAH! but i've lost the mood to blog. hmmm TF just left my hse not long ago, he was supposed to stay over night at my place, ended up he left without a word. yuN opened the door for him. i was so stupid, i thought he left for a puff. i duno where he went. he just left. he said i'm not worthy for him. i duno how to respond because this is the 2nd time it happened, the 1st time was 3 weeks ago, which he was shaken by his mum 'meaningful" words. i guess i've lost trust in myself. feeling so lost and confused... i dun even know what he wants.
i duno whether its my hse "NEW" Fengshui or wat. last month, my bro broke off with his gf, den yuN broke off with Eric.. i guess soon my turn?? coz it just happen just like that. i duno what went wrong. i'm tired but can't sleep. game! anyone?