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another day... dunno whether yan will c tis... if u do.. read on hehehhe
well just got to noe yan's choice, if 2 days ago.. i sure damm sad... but 2day after her reply and her words after tat, i guess she haf thought it through and she noes what she wanna do.... in a way i can roughly c what she wanna do.... feel very happy fer her, my heart oso relieved tat she matured heheheh....
though it means i lost my chance, but i saw her smile (imaginatively) , tat alone is gd enuff fer mi hahahahah...
yan.. just hope u b as strong as i tink u will... fer any case i will wait a while fer u hahhaha cos i can't promise eternity... i can onli promise as much as i can heheheh...