28th sept

2day jer did something unexpected.... i so old liao, yet went play candle wif shumin .... hahaha.... so long never play liao.... not bad ... kinda make mi start thinking of my childhood when mi and my sis and bro will light up the whole perimeter of our house at malaysia.... very big plot of land.. but we always manage to cover the whole circumference heheh... but then, the candle we use then is much better than those on sale now de loh.. hehe.. then we can play wif fireworks oso hehe....

22nd sept wed

been a wk or so since i last leave something... not say a very gd week fer mi bah... cos i feel tat some things are slowly flowing out of my grasp, i'm worried but i'm oso sad... dunno how to describe but just a feeling tat i had felt a yr ago... kinda like a deja vu fer mi now... TRUST is someting tat i always had on others , but kinda lots of happenings had slowly made mi add more suspicious into my trust nowadays.... being older , it does means noe more... but it oso mean u will cherish those minor minor details and ended up hurting urself by losing the bigger picture...
in actual fact i oso dunno wta i am saying or typing here... just somemessed up thoughts coming together to form a phrase i guess, hopefully these will b cleared soon....

15th sept wed

something unexpected happened last nite... i dunno how i feel and what i feel... but watever it is... it had happened... maybe i am a bit shocked but i tink i shld b able to get over it...
2day is my break off 1 yr wif lynn^^ happy anniversary^^

14th sept tue THE FUN IS BEGINNING

Hahahah.. u may ask wat fun.. but actually 2day is the last day of the 1 yr.... my 1 yr break off wif lynn... u may ask-am i sad, definitely NO cos i haf realli moved on... i like the change in me... maybe not for the better but atleast i am not as lost as before... i noe wat i want, and i noe i can attain it as long as i wrk hard... this is gd cos i used to b in tis dark alley where i onli c dark gloomy road ahead and no U-turn sign... now.. atleast i noe wat lies infront and wat is behind mi... i dun nid a thrash bag now, but i do nid a cupboard---a cupboard to keep all my past and treat as a show case--- a showcase to remind mi who i was, how i had been and wat i haf missed and wat i shld haf just forgotten... if lynn ever c tis... thnx... maybe breaking up wif u was d saddest thing i ever felt but it is definitely a serious blow tat i realli nid to realli knock mi to sensense and remind mi of the shattered future i had...
1 yr is such a long time... yet it happened so fast... just glad i got through tis far, and i do find alot who cares during tis period of times.. thnx all...
tat is enuff crap fer 2day bah... tml 15th sept.. mi and lynn officially broke off 1 yr anniversary...

9th sept

well... 9th of sept 2day.. not much.. just australia embassy kena bombed at jakarta?? VERY THE BIG NEWS loh... 2 more days is 11th sept leh.. scare scare terrorist attack hahahahhaha...
i haf not been blogging fer like 8 days le loh... not much happend since bah.. just tat find my sch wrk start to get harder but interesting enuff, I LIKE IT... funny sia.. i never realise i would like to study.... haiz... realli loh, when u get OLD, u will change ur mentality.... so call tat's it fer 2day?? tml is fri le, going out wif min... supposedly is arranging a ktv de but ended up almost all cannot make it, so gotta scrap tat plan loh....well.... tta's it fer now.. gd nite and sweet dream, hopefully i will enter a nex entry SOON bah...

1st sept

well.... 2day no sch and such.. so boring... kinda stayed at hm loh.. and 2day is 1st sept le.. in 2 wks time... there is a memorable day comin.... dunno y.. been acting quite strangely lately... temper oso start to change... am i turning fer the bad or worse??? i dunno leh... just tat feel so lost, so not myself...