Tuesday, April 26, 2005

hMmm

y wanna point finger in love? a failure of a relationship only : "You 2 are not fated to be together". no one will admit his mistakes not even to mention Love. who will say "Its my Fault"? Moving on means by finding another new Flame,go ahead. If moving on means finding out the truth, go ahead. its better than shutting urselves at home and cry cry cry.
Picking yourselve up alone is always difficult, at least u are trying to be independent. Picking yourselve up with a help of a dear one, is sweet and comfy; is better than buried ur self in ur thoughts.
Every one moves on... yet They always made the same mistakes because they don't do self- reflection and never even bother to know the cause of failure of the past relationships?

Men finally understand when he is dying

move on

maybe i shld realli move on... well... i guess i wasted enuff time... well... in some way not patching wif u is not becos i dun love u anymore, but u refuse to b frank, until 2day i still dun trust u... u may not haf lied to me... but u definitely not being honest.... the one who wanted a breakup is u... and the patch is u.... u said i voiced out break up... but do i haf a choice??? at i saw and wat u said, is so unreal... i can act as i seen nothing but i already got hurt... i guess in some way yan is rite.... actually it all came down to my own bad judgement and my inability to control and express myself.... a loss is a gain in another kind... for now, i guess i just carry on my life... as fer u, i rather just forget, unlike lynn, i would rather live wifout u, than noeing wat u do wat u did and watever....
maybe i am impulsive and even unreasonable.... but i in no way not happy wif u and new bf, i was actually happy fer u, but i was rather disappointed when i found out things tat i shld not haf... i guess i was just being busybody, i was kinda relieved cos u got a bf, but at the end things i shld not noe just crept up on me... well, tat is life to u... fer now, i will just lead back my normal life and as fer others who comes to tis board, well, i am a failure...

Friday, April 22, 2005

Plaster?

^^ Hmm.. i guess Dumd Jer need a plaster.. Remeber my Tigger Plaster? i think u can use now =X

if u ever c tis

dunno whether u will get to c tis... but rest assure by the time u saw tis.... i could haf already vanished from ur life and never come knocking on ur life again... thanx fer knowing me in the past...

i dunno what am i or who shld i b

guess i feeling kinda low 2day..... i tot the faults lies with me... but guess not.... i am not a liar but guess.... i kinda lied tis time.... i tot i got over.... but not realli....
i just realise tat i am a big idiot, in a whole i am a useless fella and a 2pid fella.... watever i do watever i did.... does not matters much, for people wouldn't c what u do, they will just c what they get and especially what they dun get... i tried my best to change but change is not necessary cos no one NO ONE gif me the time...
i could haf just been a normal guy, wif a normal life and maybe i could haf achieved alot in my life, but i was stumbled again and again... whenever i made a big decision, something will happen and makes me regret all over again.....
to b precise, i dare to adventure, but adventures ruin me... i willing to lower myself to suits others, but others lower me further to suits them.... to b truthful, i dunno who i am .... it is like u can c through and notice the difference in urself straight.....
i dun like to b cheated but i got cheated so often, i dun wish to probe cos probings just make me feeling worse.... i like to ignore but getting to noe hurts me even more...
maybe u hurt me alot more than u think but u will never noe, cos u are not me.....
i dun nid anybody to apologise to me, cos it is useless.... i dun nid anybody to symphathy me, cos it is disgracing.... i dun nid YOU to explain urself cos i am SICK AND TIRED of them....
i just nid me, myself and i......

Monday, April 18, 2005

VIRGO is the most logical of the Earth Signs. They are analytical, rational and everybody's biggest critic. So don't be surprised to get constant critiques from your Virgo. A Virgo will pick anything apart to examine its pieces in order to solve a problem. Virgos love to argue but they don't see it as a confrontation or attack. To a Virgo an argument is simply an exchange of ideas. But don't try to persuade a Virgo without grounding yourself in solid reasoning. Likewise, instances of highly charged emotions or irrationality will cause your Virgo to lose their patience quickly. Virgos require a lot of mental stimulation. And the most exciting aphrodisiac to a Virgo is engaging in an intellectual conversation, especially if they're learning something new. Motto: Stimulate the mind and the body will follow.

Friday, April 15, 2005

dumb jer

HEy since u Nv blog liao.. delete away this bLog LorZ haha