jer^_^'s Naggy board

fate?

2005-11-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

aiyah! today so busy, but as i was wondering around the coffee shops, i saw xxxxxx. strangely, he was oso looking at the direction which i was walking, and our eyes met. he was starting at me. i wanted to wave hi to him. but my heart over ruled my mind, it skipped a beat and it' telling to me ignore him. and so i did....

2005-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

i just wan to complain.!!! tml i working OT!!! and it start at 2230 and ends at around 1130pm... SHEET!!!! i only ger leyz, den i told my managers, they reacted coldly by saying : "u go lorz" i sibei sian, coz they nv volunteered to make a trip down with me.... sianz... aND, its Friday, weekend leyz, =( sianz

enlighten!!!

2005-10-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

yeaH! i found another new life! haha feel free to ask me out!! coz i've got the freedom i always wanted

curse?!

2005-09-29T02:27:00.000+08:00

well.. quite amazed that i'm still awake by now, look at the time clost to 230am. its Maggie's birthday!! YEAH! but i've lost the mood to blog. hmmm TF just left my hse not long ago, he was supposed to stay over night at my place, ended up he left without a word. yuN opened the door for him. i was so stupid, i thought he left for a puff. i duno where he went. he just left. he said i'm not worthy for him. i duno how to respond because this is the 2nd time it happened, the 1st time was 3 weeks ago, which he was shaken by his mum 'meaningful" words. i guess i've lost trust in myself. feeling so lost and confused... i dun even know what he wants.

i duno whether its my hse "NEW" Fengshui or wat. last month, my bro broke off with his gf, den yuN broke off with Eric.. i guess soon my turn?? coz it just happen just like that. i duno what went wrong. i'm tired but can't sleep. game! anyone?

love?

2005-08-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

well.. why wanna interfere their love life? its a fact that jer chose to be with yanwei. and its a fact that they ARE still together. since both are happy. ^_^

and a relationship doesn't mean to be intimate. the guy will not be So Intimate with the ger when he feels that the ger is the one that he is not playing with.

why set urself to be anti to that person. as wat she is, yanwei is still a sec sch ger. sch ger tends to be cute/ act cute. dun tell me u are already mature during sec sch days.

i dun mean to do this, but what has happened in the tag board is so stupid. pls, be more mature in handling this kind of "feelings" problem. calling ppl names are just so childish.

ar?

2005-08-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

birthday presents? a B c D ef G~~~ H i j K L M n O P!!! Q R SssS t uV~~~ WWW X y n ZZZ!! lol. to tell u frankly, i haven't brought u one... HAHa

back

2005-08-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

k lah k lah no more sad memory loh eheh
anyway it is my b'day soon leh...
SO WHERE IS MY PRESENTS FROM U GERS????

book? Certi? Brain

2005-07-18T10:39:00.000+08:00

siaNz.. today is my new study term... 7pm-10pm every mon and thursay, 2 tests and 1 project.. =( siANZ SIAN SIANZ

disturb only

2005-07-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

dumb jer.. duno y u create this blog for wat sia.. to breed wordS? haha just thot of disturbing ur Blog niah

WAAAAAAAAA

2005-05-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

BListER@@ =.=" Pui BlaH.. =(

hMmm

2005-04-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

y wanna point finger in love? a failure of a relationship only : "You 2 are not fated to be together". no one will admit his mistakes not even to mention Love. who will say "Its my Fault"? Moving on means by finding another new Flame,go ahead. If moving on means finding out the truth, go ahead. its better than shutting urselves at home and cry cry cry.
Picking yourselve up alone is always difficult, at least u are trying to be independent. Picking yourselve up with a help of a dear one, is sweet and comfy; is better than buried ur self in ur thoughts.
Every one moves on... yet They always made the same mistakes because they don't do self- reflection and never even bother to know the cause of failure of the past relationships?

Men finally understand when he is dying

move on

2005-04-26T08:39:00.000+08:00

maybe i shld realli move on... well... i guess i wasted enuff time... well... in some way not patching wif u is not becos i dun love u anymore, but u refuse to b frank, until 2day i still dun trust u... u may not haf lied to me... but u definitely not being honest.... the one who wanted a breakup is u... and the patch is u.... u said i voiced out break up... but do i haf a choice??? at i saw and wat u said, is so unreal... i can act as i seen nothing but i already got hurt... i guess in some way yan is rite.... actually it all came down to my own bad judgement and my inability to control and express myself.... a loss is a gain in another kind... for now, i guess i just carry on my life... as fer u, i rather just forget, unlike lynn, i would rather live wifout u, than noeing wat u do wat u did and watever....
maybe i am impulsive and even unreasonable.... but i in no way not happy wif u and new bf, i was actually happy fer u, but i was rather disappointed when i found out things tat i shld not haf... i guess i was just being busybody, i was kinda relieved cos u got a bf, but at the end things i shld not noe just crept up on me... well, tat is life to u... fer now, i will just lead back my normal life and as fer others who comes to tis board, well, i am a failure...

Plaster?

2005-04-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

^^ Hmm.. i guess Dumd Jer need a plaster.. Remeber my Tigger Plaster? i think u can use now =X

if u ever c tis

2005-04-22T09:06:00.000+08:00

dunno whether u will get to c tis... but rest assure by the time u saw tis.... i could haf already vanished from ur life and never come knocking on ur life again... thanx fer knowing me in the past...

i dunno what am i or who shld i b

2005-04-22T08:54:00.000+08:00

guess i feeling kinda low 2day..... i tot the faults lies with me... but guess not.... i am not a liar but guess.... i kinda lied tis time.... i tot i got over.... but not realli....
i just realise tat i am a big idiot, in a whole i am a useless fella and a 2pid fella.... watever i do watever i did.... does not matters much, for people wouldn't c what u do, they will just c what they get and especially what they dun get... i tried my best to change but change is not necessary cos no one NO ONE gif me the time...
i could haf just been a normal guy, wif a normal life and maybe i could haf achieved alot in my life, but i was stumbled again and again... whenever i made a big decision, something will happen and makes me regret all over again.....
to b precise, i dare to adventure, but adventures ruin me... i willing to lower myself to suits others, but others lower me further to suits them.... to b truthful, i dunno who i am .... it is like u can c through and notice the difference in urself straight.....
i dun like to b cheated but i got cheated so often, i dun wish to probe cos probings just make me feeling worse.... i like to ignore but getting to noe hurts me even more...
maybe u hurt me alot more than u think but u will never noe, cos u are not me.....
i dun nid anybody to apologise to me, cos it is useless.... i dun nid anybody to symphathy me, cos it is disgracing.... i dun nid YOU to explain urself cos i am SICK AND TIRED of them....
i just nid me, myself and i......

2005-04-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

VIRGO is the most logical of the Earth Signs. They are analytical, rational and everybody's biggest critic. So don't be surprised to get constant critiques from your Virgo. A Virgo will pick anything apart to examine its pieces in order to solve a problem. Virgos love to argue but they don't see it as a confrontation or attack. To a Virgo an argument is simply an exchange of ideas. But don't try to persuade a Virgo without grounding yourself in solid reasoning. Likewise, instances of highly charged emotions or irrationality will cause your Virgo to lose their patience quickly. Virgos require a lot of mental stimulation. And the most exciting aphrodisiac to a Virgo is engaging in an intellectual conversation, especially if they're learning something new. Motto: Stimulate the mind and the body will follow.

dumb jer

2005-04-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

HEy since u Nv blog liao.. delete away this bLog LorZ haha

2005-03-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.

You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.

A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer

You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well

You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.

Your ideal partner:

Values success in life as much as you do

Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood

Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic

Your dating style:

Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.

Your seduction style:

You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited

You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets

A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love

Tips for the future:

Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.

Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.

Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.

Best color to attract mate: Navy blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

2005-02-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

disturb only

19th feb

2005-02-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

HEhe... 2day gonna come here and share a gd new.. maybe nothing big fer u all and maybe it ain't much either, but atleast io feel something of a relieve heheh... well.. as i wrk at tis company fer almost 3mths, 2day the leader came and kind of ask jason(my colleague cum mentor) of my stuff and asked him signed a paper then she told me tat she gonna ask the supervisor to speak to me on monday and officially employ me as a permanent stafff heheh.. wich means the following mths, my bonus gonna get FULL, medical claim FULL, leave FULL and pay RISE hehehe... then hoh, it was like the reflect on my job performance is very good so far.. guess my pat rise wun b 2 minimal hehe... then i was told tat fer march they gonna get a angpow fer last yr perfomance, and as permanent staff, i can get 2 hehehe... so happy^^
but the downside is tat tis whole week i got INSOMNIA , so freakin HOT and HUMID in day time, HOW TO SLEEP SIA!!!! i tink tis whole wk hoh, i dun even slept fer like no more than 20hrs in total..... guess i gonna b dead asleep 2nite(hopefully)... as fer my frens, i noe i haf neglected u all fer VERY long le... sorie bout tat.... after feb i will start to haf more time le, after then i will find time to ask u all out de dun worry....as fer some presents still owned to u all (u noe who u are) will try make up loh....

15th feb

2005-02-15T09:35:00.000+08:00

actually nothing special , just wanna say hi to all here hehe... hope u all had a great V-day yesterday...

6th feb

2005-02-06T06:19:00.000+08:00

guess i long never blog.. and the 1st post i write after so long is tat... i break off wif shumin le... guess dunno y break off oso... she just feel tat she like alone... then we break up loh..... in some way i not sad... maybe i notice the funny changes these few days and kinda expected and prepared for this bah... thnx fer all who console me... i will b fine... cos after some sad endings to my past relation.. i guess, i learned..

24th nov

2004-11-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

errr.... hi?? hehehe.. been ages liao since i last write anythign here bah... was in a rough patch a few wks ago cos i lost my job, luckily i got a better job now, although timing wise is a bit straining, but the job and such is fine... pay is much higher, got cpf and such, more welfare and this company hoh is quite gd in terms of bonuses and such loh.... i wrking midnite shift now.. 1am to 8 am.... wich is y u will c me napping most of my day times.. but atleast now i will b free on wkend and such... sorie i been neglecting alot of u all hehe... i tink since ages i last seen zhutou yan, ben mag, dumb zq, bendan queenin ,2pid yingshuang and suc le hehehe... well a.d NEVER C DEVILZ b4.. hopefully can c u tis sat^^ as for concert wise, i dunno i can make it or not hehhe....
well.. uess i stop here.. wish me luck and plenty of sleep bah^^

WEI!!

2004-11-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

dumb jer long time nv blog blog blog... miss dumo jer bloggin.. hahahaha xP take care!!!

PS. Coz i'm bOreDDDDDDDDDDDDDdddddddddddddd

22nd oct

2004-10-22T11:22:00.000+08:00

i am super pissed... i tink i dun deserve all these treatment.... what what i haf done so far.. i dun tink i mistreated u... but wat u doin now isTOTALLY showing no respect fer me.... a bf cannot even compare to a fone chat wif someone else... a fone chat tat u dun even want to pick up my call after hundreds times of calling... u just keep on cancelling my call... do u noe how mad and disappointed of it when u call somebody... they just cancel ur call fer no apparent reason, worst still... she is ur gf.... cannot even reply a simple sms.... it is no fun calling from 12.30am to 3am... it hurts and most importantly, it disappoint me... i just feel... u dun love me at all...

great day...

2004-10-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

now i am feeling a bit un well and a bit of flu and fever loh and oso sore throat..2day suppose to go jogging with shumin, but by the time shumin arrivethe sun is so bright and it is so so hot.... so ended up we decide to jog later instead, so we went to shop in liberty fer groceries cos shumin say she gonna cook mi macoroni to eat hehehe.... then the macoroni she made was realli nice.. she put cabbages, prawns ,squids,and ham into the tomato sauce she made, it tasted realli nice, just like restaurant's stuff hehehe... well the 2 of us finished the whole big pot, it was so filling and nice... and hoh, it mmake our stomach so bloated after the meal tatwe decided to cancel the jog hehehe... thnx min, the meal was deliciousafter tat i went wrk loh, but start to feel a bit fever and flu loh, went to the chinese medcine shop drank some herbal tea, and bought some flu pills... now at hm still feeling bad... hopefully it wun become worse.... maybe after i take pills go sleep early 2nite bah.....

4th oct

2004-10-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

well.. now kinda a bit feverish and flu and a bit sore throat... most likely is because i haf not hydrate myself enough fer past few days bah.... 2day suppose to go jog wif shumin... but ended up we never go cos the weather is so hot.... well, but i do gain from it cos min cooked some super nice macoroni fer mi to eat hehhee... she got cabbbage , prawns, squids and ham to mmix wif the tommato sauce she mde and hoh.. it tasted very nice,.... and hoh.... we finish the whole pot of it even though it is so much loh hehehhe..... thnx min...
but after tat go wrk then i tink start to feel a bit not well.... kinda a bit feverish, most likely because i caught a cold the day b4.... now hope it wun turn fer the worse bah.....

PUI

2004-10-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

life is goin bad 4 me.. i guess haha.. projects... 2 more in hand. dead line.. this friday... % complete?? 0%... shIT!! and this week got test liao... no kick i will pass.. haha confirm~~ maybe bahz.. haIz.. dEN this wed got performance... venue??? duno where... haha reporting time 630 at YTCC... siaN will be bring alot of things to school on weD.. =.=" PuI tues and thurs got paper.. bless me..

tat' round up for this week.. tata

3rd oct sunday

2004-10-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hehe... now jer eating snae.... typing tis blog at wrk place... not much to say lah, just tat 2 bored here... well.. tis blog post is dedicated to all those who gonna read this... so will just ask u all some qns
MIN: hope u reflected on ur self bah....
YAN: how r u lately neh?? project wix XXXXX still very bad huh?
MAGGIE:wei... old liao hoh... let all those unhappy things fer past 18 yrs leave wif age bah ( and hoh, love the present?)
AH-Quan:wrk hard fer ur exam neh, and jer gif candy kakkaka... wrk hard now bah, after N will b free le hoh
Queen: not much fer u heheheh.. i suppose u will find ur own way and solution hehhe
Jiayun: hey, found job le??? how u lately le??
YS:hey.. nothing much fer u either heheh............
JER:hey, wake up ur bloody idea and wrk hard.. dun make others worried or put urself in dire situation leh u dumb idiot... u better start to learn and clear ur mess... dun everytime run away...
kakakak.. tat's all fre now bah hehehhe

28th sept

2004-09-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

2day jer did something unexpected.... i so old liao, yet went play candle wif shumin .... hahaha.... so long never play liao.... not bad ... kinda make mi start thinking of my childhood when mi and my sis and bro will light up the whole perimeter of our house at malaysia.... very big plot of land.. but we always manage to cover the whole circumference heheh... but then, the candle we use then is much better than those on sale now de loh.. hehe.. then we can play wif fireworks oso hehe....

22nd sept wed

2004-09-22T11:11:00.000+08:00

been a wk or so since i last leave something... not say a very gd week fer mi bah... cos i feel tat some things are slowly flowing out of my grasp, i'm worried but i'm oso sad... dunno how to describe but just a feeling tat i had felt a yr ago... kinda like a deja vu fer mi now... TRUST is someting tat i always had on others , but kinda lots of happenings had slowly made mi add more suspicious into my trust nowadays.... being older , it does means noe more... but it oso mean u will cherish those minor minor details and ended up hurting urself by losing the bigger picture...
in actual fact i oso dunno wta i am saying or typing here... just somemessed up thoughts coming together to form a phrase i guess, hopefully these will b cleared soon....

15th sept wed

2004-09-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

something unexpected happened last nite... i dunno how i feel and what i feel... but watever it is... it had happened... maybe i am a bit shocked but i tink i shld b able to get over it...
2day is my break off 1 yr wif lynn^^ happy anniversary^^

14th sept tue THE FUN IS BEGINNING

2004-09-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

Hahahah.. u may ask wat fun.. but actually 2day is the last day of the 1 yr.... my 1 yr break off wif lynn... u may ask-am i sad, definitely NO cos i haf realli moved on... i like the change in me... maybe not for the better but atleast i am not as lost as before... i noe wat i want, and i noe i can attain it as long as i wrk hard... this is gd cos i used to b in tis dark alley where i onli c dark gloomy road ahead and no U-turn sign... now.. atleast i noe wat lies infront and wat is behind mi... i dun nid a thrash bag now, but i do nid a cupboard---a cupboard to keep all my past and treat as a show case--- a showcase to remind mi who i was, how i had been and wat i haf missed and wat i shld haf just forgotten... if lynn ever c tis... thnx... maybe breaking up wif u was d saddest thing i ever felt but it is definitely a serious blow tat i realli nid to realli knock mi to sensense and remind mi of the shattered future i had...
1 yr is such a long time... yet it happened so fast... just glad i got through tis far, and i do find alot who cares during tis period of times.. thnx all...
tat is enuff crap fer 2day bah... tml 15th sept.. mi and lynn officially broke off 1 yr anniversary...

9th sept

2004-09-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

well... 9th of sept 2day.. not much.. just australia embassy kena bombed at jakarta?? VERY THE BIG NEWS loh... 2 more days is 11th sept leh.. scare scare terrorist attack hahahahhaha...
i haf not been blogging fer like 8 days le loh... not much happend since bah.. just tat find my sch wrk start to get harder but interesting enuff, I LIKE IT... funny sia.. i never realise i would like to study.... haiz... realli loh, when u get OLD, u will change ur mentality.... so call tat's it fer 2day?? tml is fri le, going out wif min... supposedly is arranging a ktv de but ended up almost all cannot make it, so gotta scrap tat plan loh....well.... tta's it fer now.. gd nite and sweet dream, hopefully i will enter a nex entry SOON bah...

1st sept

2004-09-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

well.... 2day no sch and such.. so boring... kinda stayed at hm loh.. and 2day is 1st sept le.. in 2 wks time... there is a memorable day comin.... dunno y.. been acting quite strangely lately... temper oso start to change... am i turning fer the bad or worse??? i dunno leh... just tat feel so lost, so not myself...

30th aug

2004-08-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

2day supposedly is an uneventful day bah, but dunno y itchy hand went saw someone else's blog... kinda like laughing at the whole matter... a word from an 18 yr old... a legal age to b trialed but a dumbass brain to mutter stupid words hehehe... just tat i haf lived 25 yrs... watever happened i gained 25 happy yrs here... i remember saying these once... to do anything, do take note of the price,becos sometimes it is unaffordable

29th aug

2004-08-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

finally my chalet is over... but now is so tired and sleepy cos i haf not sleep properly yet loh... in the chalet alot happen bah, and oso get to noe alot more stuff and had some new ideas bah... but hoh fer all those reading tis, sorie i wun tell u all wat de hehehe....
i love all ur presents be it late de or super early de.... thnx fer everything.. and some of u may haf to made some huge sacrifice to come and such, i am thankful... the chalet was suppose to haf fun.. i hope u all did.... at the very least i do had some fun and nearlt got myself drunk loh... lucky never... and to weijian:expect a worse alcohol mix than the 1 u made fer mi, i fnished it, so u better finish wat i prepare fer u hehehe...

26TH AUG THUR

2004-08-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS MY B"DAY
jer old le... 25 tis yr... new resolution??? NONE~~~ kakakakakakaka......

Happy birthdaY~

2004-08-26T01:43:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to U~ happy birthday to U happy birthday to Si jer, happy birthday to U!!! Happy Birthday to U, happy birthday To U, Happy Birthday to DuMb Jer. Happy Birthday to U!!!! HAppy BIrthday to U, happy birthday to U, HAppy Birthday to Stupid JEr, HAppy birthday to U~~

Wish u & ShuMin TiaN ChANg DI jIU!!! hahaha

18th aug wed

2004-08-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

hey~~~ i am back... been almost a wk since my last post le... kinda bz fer past few days bah... cos hoh... my 26 yrs old MUM(her name is michelle wong,26 yrs old,shanghai+hk+aus background, noe her from tun shi tian di online de) came to singapore on sunday nite hehehe... been out wif her and weijian and yanchoon they all loh.... well... monday went to find her at her room at mandarin hotel, but wtf, mi and weijian was like lost dere loh.... den haf to ask the personnel dere and they direct us to another set of elevators at another corner.. sianz diao.... follow on is we went yuki yaki eat the buffet loh(d one where u can cook ice cream one), tis is the miserable part, cos her cooking was.....errr..... VERY BAD~~~ the kang kong become salted vege, pork become chewing gum, then corn is uncooked, the rest of dish is either 2 salty or taste weird(lucky never agree to let her cook at my hse, if not dere goes my hse's kitchen)
after we braved through the food we went kbox loh, jer went torture their ears, but hoh, bobo and MUM had very nice voice... well... after tat went back to her hotel ard 12++ loh.. after chat fer a while then went home.....
on tue is 17th aug loh... my 1st mth anniversary wif shumin loh, but hoh she was kinda unhappy intially cos i never go celebrate ALONE wif her , instead i brought her go meet my MUM at mandarin, then join them fer the rest of the day's prog.
we went bbq at east coast loh, b4 tat went pooling at parkway parade then went giant get the bbq food... after wich we walk VERY LONG to the bbq pit loh... weijian booked a pit tat is so far far away...well. kinda bbq dere was nice, and trix joined us, and wif trix's presence, tis is where the fun all begin, MUM was silenced by him and shumin is made so so so so so pissed off hahah.. and almost threw temper loh(lucky later trix went made up wif her, gd job trix^^) after bbq the rest left fer home and tat onli left mi, shumin , trix, MUM and weijian loh... wanted to go pub de, but we got 2 underaged personnel,but then go boat quay trix was carrying a huge bag of stuff.. so ended up we went buy whiskey and green tea and coke to go drink at MUM's hotel room.... was kinda fun and nobody get drunk loh.. stayed deer till 4.30am then i send shumin hm b4 i go hm mysekf from toa payoh loh.... reach hm ard 5.30am le.... went slp.. and now woke up and type ti slong long post hehehehe.....

11th aug wed

2004-08-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

jer been quite lazy lately haven been upfating my blog hehee.. partly becos jer is gd boi studying hehehe... but hoh here jer must say sorie to yingshuang then sorie to shumin hehehe... jer not 2 frank at times tat is y created tat mess^^ hopefully things can settle down loh...
2day kinda not a gd day loh... cos go wrk know tta got some stupid customer sign stuff without looking( and my fault to key in wrong guy) then haiz... jer haf to cough up $415 loh... sianz diao sia.. and i just used 1.5k yesterday to pay sch fees... SUPER SIANZ DIAO.. but luckily my boss say slowly return no hurry... haiz..... sianz diao..... now jer gonna eat breat and water fer meals liao^^(joking hehehe.... not 2 much a matter, jer just nid to save up on some wild expenses like cab fees can le)
so hoh.... tat shld ends my blog....

it is all my fault

2004-08-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

It is all my fault.. whoever read tis.. i'm sorie... if u hate mi.. dun worie u r not alone cos i hate myself more... for wat happened is my own doings just as my horoscope says.. love is not on virgo's star tis yr... so just be it tat way... maybe i am better off away from tis world... maybe.. just maybe... i might....

4th aug wed

2004-08-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

2day jer no lesson.. but tml lesson at 9 again.. so gotta leave a blog post early then 2nite sleep early hehehhe... well.. jer kinda happy cos sch starts and so far alrite loh.. but maybe sociology gonna b hard... well.. i just hope i can get a B fer it..... (cos hoh last sem fer socioloy onli 2 person got A... sianz diao... wrong subject chosen) hey and hoh here is a webby all u all shld go c c hehe... not say very accurate but not bad de... quite spot-on at some area
http://www.starq.com.tw/newstar2/weekstar.php#6

tml jer end sch at 12.. hey those at ngee ann want meet fer lunch?? maybe at SIM?? jer book place fer u all loh.... sms mi

2nd aug monday

2004-08-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

TODAY I START SCH LE~~~
well. 2day jer start sch le loh... well.. not bad fer 1st day although never made new frens, but hoh realli hard.. cos at lecture today... a china couple sit on my left a myanmar or viwtnamese couple sit on my right... was like wtf?? cos i look like i was from africa so they sit beside me??? well.. fer the lesson wise was realli bore to hell.. cos accounting loh.. and hoh realli tat ELEMENT stuff... and the botak singh lecturer was telling us (actually onli 3/4 cos onli the 3/4 of us got a/c background) tat the module wun touch on much bout actuall accounting stuff.. just brief thorugh and mostly on basic theories fer beginner.. but wtf tis is an essensial module fer mi.. sian diao loh.... if tis module dun get A hoh.. can go bang wall liao

31st july sat

2004-07-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

last day of july le.. aug very important to jer... cos i start sch... my b'day... den sch life??? well hope end of aug i can post a super happy mi here

七里香周杰伦

窗外的麻雀在電線杆上多嘴
你說這一句很有夏天的感覺
手中的鉛筆在紙上來來回回
我用几行字形容你是我的誰

秋刀魚的滋味貓跟你都想了解
初戀的香味就這樣被我詢回
那塭暖的陽光像剛摘的新鮮草莓
你說你舍不得吃掉這一种感覺

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
院子落葉跟我的思念厚厚一疊
几句是非也無法將我的熱情冷卻
你出現在我詩的每一頁

雨下整夜我的愛溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像詩里紛飛的美麗章節
我接這寫把永遠愛你寫進詩的結尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

那豐滿的稻穗幸福了整個季節
而你的臉頰像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然對我說七里香的名字很美
我此刻直只想親吻你倔強的嘴

30th july fri

2004-07-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

2dy jer went shopping 2day wif shumin.. jer got 5 t shirts and 2 jeans hehe.. then went lido watched I-Robot loh... quite a nice show but dumb min dozing off heheh.. then hoh after the show we went the addidas outlet at 3rd floor then saw a guy goes by tis defination "spoilt brat+ignorant bastard"... it happens like tis.. since min want c a bag there and we go c... then a guy came to tok to the sales girl, he ask y she never bring his stuff to the cashier, y shld he take the receipts and come back to take(well as we noe hoh alot of departmental shop like taka and shaw house and other major departmental shop ard singapore will wrk tis way, customer will choose their stuff at diff part of counter then get the receipt from the counter then pay at cashier afterwich they will go back to the individual to get the stuff) then he like scold her and say tat is after sales services, and she SHLD bring his stuff to the cashier then the ger's colleague came and told the customer nicely tat actually she is not wrong, it is the company policy, then tat guy not happy and ask fer the ger and her colleagues name and say will call the management and qns and complain(sicko sia) then he walked off angrily.. then mi and min saw him toking on fone near escalator.. i was like wtf.... and hoh judging by tat guy's slang and such i would presume he came from abroad to shop here or he just return from study abroad.. kinda like rich kid's son and super bad attitude and damm asshole.... but jer and min is like keep laughing at the guy sia... such a dumb ass fella.. but kinda pity the 2 sales personnel...

To the sales personnels: u 2 are not wrong... u all controlled ur temper well (if mi i sure quarrel le) so hoh.. happy wrking
To spoilt brat + ignorant bastard: i would love to land my fist on ur dumb face

tat's all fer 2day bah i guess hehehehe...

29th july thur

2004-07-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

another day gone le hehehe..... and tml gonna go shop shop a bit fer my clothes.. then 2day SIM send mi a bill sob..sob.... the bill ard $1500 -_-vv sianz diao.... then plus my b'day chalet budget... wah.. jer is almost dry le... haiz..... life is such... u gain some u lose some hehe.... but hoh tis time is better than last time when i nid to fork out 4k in 2 wks..... well.... another day..... hopefully start sch soon.. jer can start focus on something le

28th july wed

2004-07-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

ooohh another day gone..... another day closer to sch starts hehe... jer very eager to start sch and chiong fer hmwrk??? hahhaah.. funny hoh???? hehehe...

27th jul tues

2004-07-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. jer reporting to my blog hehehe... dunno wat to type 2day cos not much to b said loh... but hoh... tis wk started out not bad fer mi.... kinda feeling quite gd bah.. maybe although i stressed by starting sch soon but in some way i am happy cos i am on my way back on track?? hehehe... i oso cleared alot of my prob.. but there are some probs tat is unsolvable bah??? but they are mainly my family prob loh... well.. been long since jer felt so relaxed bah.. now jer onli looking forward to his b'day chalet hehe.... long long guest list... from online gaming buddies like trix yiming piglet apple etcetc to yan mag and gang to jc soft ball juniors to jc classmates to sms frens to ns buddies to NUS frens to my EXes and hopefully can get a few NEW SIM FRENS??? hehehe.... then kinda preparing alot food.. but jer not so rich so most likely onli getting 3 bottles of alcohol bah... if u all haf special preferrence can sms and tell mi.. i try cater fer ur nid(and most likely will prepared vege food cos 1 guy is vegetarian,and he quite handsome hehehe) then hoh.. in party if u all interested in wich guy or wich ger pass mi a slips and i will c to it hehehe...

25th july sunday

2004-07-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

well... 2day marks the 2nd last wkend jer can slack le... my sch start nex monday... 2nd aug... well... alot happened lately bah... and kind of feel so not jeremy hehehe... but hoh i dunno leh.. who shld i b??? kinda confused at times cos i not focused in life bah... all along i been pass 1 day count 1 day kind of person?? at 1st i tot never study never get diploma and degree is alrite fer a guy... but just realise tat it is not the case loh, guys must haf a career, if not atleast a stable income tat can atleast take care of a partner bah... then i use to tink tat being happy is when u follow ur heart in reality (though i knew so long) follow ur heart when u haf to other option... no one is blessed in tis world to b able to get his/her best path by following the heart sometimes following the heart will onli lead u to a dead end, it will take a longer time and courage to walk back out from tat dark alley... now jer is slowly walking out bah(refering to my study case, not yan's case )... then 2day i tink i tot over alot of stuff bah, cos so quiet in shop 2day.. then i can realli reflect on myself fer like past 20++ yrs loh...
and hoh.. tml is 26th july... 26th is such a special number... cos my b'day fall on 26th.. i start wif lynn on 26th... her b'day on 26th... i had my happiest life on 26th....
and nex yr i gonna turn 26???? hahaha.... jer haf a wish fer tis yr b'day..... i just hope i can find my self direction and my self esteem and most importantly... my confidence and lastly of course
TONNES OF PRESENTS heheheh....

23rdjuly fri

2004-07-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

jer version 1 is back~~~ gd news?? bad news?? no one noes hehehehehe... but 1 thing is fer sure... i not the jer all u all noe(except shumin)... CHEERZ~~~~

21st july wed

2004-07-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

2day not much bah.... just tat saw shumin..zq... then mag and yan came my wrk place and tell mi ah quan sick le... so poor thing... but ah quan must eat ur medcine hoh.. if not ah cheng gonna spank u hehehe

18th july

2004-07-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

well.. 3 days never type anything here.. maybe becos something happened??? but dun think anything happened? hahaha... well.. i tink tis wkend although is bored but i tink i do gain something out of it bah... dunno y i haf been so sturbborn lately.. so not mi hehehe.. but come to think of it... i noe i changed but tis time dunno wat and where i am heading.. maybe in future i can tell myself or my dear frens will tell mi bah hehehhe...
i used red fer tis post cos i just wanted it to remind myself... tis is a pt and a post to remember.. i shld look back once in a while to c what is heer and what is it tat i realli wanted and gained.... so, future mi, u better look back here and make reflects...

MuaHaHAha

2004-07-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

My Tag bOArD is fIXed!!! kakakaka haha ^^v

15th july thur

2004-07-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

not much worth saying 2day bah.. i guess...

14th july wed

2004-07-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

wanted to type something but 2day realli uneventful so 2day tis just here... uneventful

13th july tue

2004-07-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

2day not much.. went ngee ann meet shumin then mag,queenin keita after tat yan , huting loh... well went to SIM ard 6 to collect my student pack wich consist of a few text books and study guides and stuff, and quite heavy loh(and tis is just part of it)
later send queenin+shumin go toa payoh central... then jer got a sudden urge fer the octapus in sakea sushi so ended up went sakea sushi fer dinner(to shumin's dismay hehehe) then we catch a show,mean girls, at 9.15(b4 tat accompanyt shumin do hmwrk at mac loh, saw the number 12 doggies.. not bad looking) well the show ended ard 11... send shumin hm b4 catch a cab hm.. reach ard 11.45 bah.... well.. end of day loh...

12th july monday

2004-07-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

2days mood not bad lah.. cos things settled le wif bendan min... well.. the rest will just leave to time heheh... well.. dun feel like tokin much cos i very the HUNGRY now.... gotta wait 1 hr fer my dad to pack fer mi... hungry~~~

11th july sunday

2004-07-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

2day's post is early, maybe becos of something happened bah... kinda feeling sad... feeling low... is it being nice always got such prob??? i am very blurred... twice i being nice.. and twice i landed myself in prob... maybe changes is not fer mi?? i shld just stay the way i was?? i dunno, i not sure, i dun even noe who am i now... my vision blurring... i'm confused...
well, fer my frens.. i shld b fine dun worry... i just needed a space to let off my feeling, and typing my feelings here does helps... maybe i will delete tis post 2nite, maybe not... time is passing, so is my feelings...

Now is nite le.... kinda sad... and feelin low... dun feel like typing anything, but i got so much stuff to say.. but i can't seem to find the words to describe... guess just stop it here bah... maybe i will go into hibernation myself...

10th sept

2004-07-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.... wanted to leave <> but haiz... maybe type a few more words bah hehehe... hey jer got 1 qns fer all those who view my blog... pls email mi and gif ur impression fer mi leh hehehehe... jer want c c all urs words and c what jer nids to change and what to improve heheehehehe...below is some song slyrics^^
粗心
曲：凌伟文 | 词：徐世珍 | 编：
没有阳光的街头没有呼吸的理由寂寞赖着不走
看不到你的笑容空气也变得稀薄空空荡荡没有梦
一直把爱看得太轻松习惯你的温柔只有世上最愚蠢的人
才会让你哭着分手我迷迷糊糊爱上你却清清楚楚失去你
才一场风雨一切就已成废墟我翻来覆去想着你爱终于让我得到教训
深情也抵不过一次粗心(大意)为何总迟了一步保护你
为何总以为没有关系错得如此彻底Ending Oh...还来不来得及
断了的弦
曲：周杰伦 | 词：方文山 | 编：
断了的弦断了的弦再怎么练我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的线再怎么接音都不对你的改变我能够分辨

我沈默你的话也不多我们之间少了什么不说
哎唷微笑后表情终于有点难过握着你的手问你确定了再走

我突然释怀的笑笑着盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好我也弯起了嘴角笑

你的美已经给了谁追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶属于地上的世界凋谢

断了的弦再弹一遍我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出茧还是无法留你在我身边

断了的弦再怎么练我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦再怎么接音都不对你的改变我能够分辨

9th july fri

2004-07-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

uneventful day...

8th july thur

2004-07-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

2day huh.. not much except woke up late to meet shumin.. then hoh shumin's face is like as black as.......... then went mos burger eat brunch then help pack fer queenin and maggie and yan loh... and hoh MAGGIE, UR CHARGES IS $50~~~~ hehhe.. well since 2day drizzling and weather damm cool, so came hm slept from 2 to 4... so shiok hehe.. then go wrk loh... and hgere is the break down fer the doggies... boon lay no more number 2.. so got 2 number 6 fer ah quan and maggie, then tried gek poh after wrk... dun haf num2 oso heheh... 2 bad yan~~~ then shumin tried toa payoh and my sis tried bukit panjang... all dun haf le... wait fer number 8 bah.. maybe ur XXXXXXXX will buy fer u ^^
well... my timetable fer sch available le.... super sianz diao... start 2nd aug... got some tue or thur lesson is from 4-6pm.. den one of the tue in aug lesson is like 8-12 then 4-6.... 4HRS BREAK~~~ super sianz diao... then d day i haf chalet gotta skip lesson cos one of the lesson is from 8-12 then 1-4.... and all my WED no lesson ehhehe... 1 wk 4 days...

7th july wed

2004-07-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

well.. 2day is just a boring day... did nothing.. just went wrk... and saw zq and mag on my way to wrk loh.. well.. boon lay mac still selling number 1,2,3 so gotta wait a while b4 they start selling num6,8 so i will try c c other places fer time being....

6th july tuesday

2004-07-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

2day sianz loh.. cos boss called then asked mi go back wrk early... went to DBS bank, OUB bank and MAYBANK loh.. sianz.... but atleast 2 day saw 1 stack of NEW 1k notes and got the change to take and count oso hehehe... it is much fun to count 1 thousand piece of 1k notes heheheheh... and hoh.. all new ones and in running numbers.... SONG~~~ but the rest of the day is like sooooooooooooooo boring... then hoh 2day went collect the winnings fer maggie then bet half of it on 4d and toto... well.. tat's it fer 2day bah.. and thnx yan fer helping to return tis blog to its usual self hehehehe...

5th july monday

2004-07-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

not much 2day just tat someone accidentally deleted part of the template of my blog... tat is y it is in tis state now... hehehe... so tat SOMEONE will b responsible fer repairing it ^^ anyway went to ngee ann to wait fer shumin... but saw queenin 1st then shumin... later maggie ... after tat keita yan and huiting loh... well.. after tat mi shumin mag and yan went jp mac eat loh and meet jiayun dere... well... all the gers got 1 doggies each... after tat ziquan came... well.... afterward endure a long journey on 157 to toapayoh wif shumin hehheh.... well.. got hm ard 10.20 bah.... dere goes my onli off day fer the week...

=.="

2004-07-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

yanyan is sad coz i wan my THE DOG CoLLECTION! haha lolx missed out the 1st 3 dogs... sad...

4th july sunday

2004-07-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

woke up eraly morn by my bro cos he playing soccer but not enuff people so dragged mi along... then mag called bout blood donating stuff... 2 bad mag hehee.. i am certified cannot donate hehehehe... then work from 1 -9 loh... then trix came down... went wif him and yimin go p[lay pool a while b4 go down toa payoh look fer shumin cos she is very sad over some stuff... but seems like i am so useless... she is not any better after i left loh... well... after tat i came hm and wait fer her call loh... well... something to add on to 2day's post... i noe i been acting a baddie role lately and i noe someone hates mi to the core, and to him,the feeling is mutual... let's count down to my designated date^^
well, sorie to the rest cos jeremy will start acting real strange from now onwards bah.. and to shumin.... i can onli say he is not worth it... if i can come up wif tat decision, i dun c y u can't... to yan, i'm sorie... this is all i can say fer now...

3rd jul saturday

2004-07-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

2day wrk at 1... went down to taka fetch shumin to cck loh.. but it is like can't ghet a cab at orchard then 190 oso 2 full.... bobian.. we took mrt till toa payoh then took a cab dere to cck to c AH CHENG~~~ hehehe... well.. ah quan .. u r 1 lucky ger hehehe... jer is full of praises fer ur AH CHENG hehehehe... then kind of picked up some feelings loh hehehe... well... after tat sent justin an shumin hm.. then go hm myself.. and guess wat.. the cab driver who drove us to toapayoh was ended up being the same cabby i hailed at toapayoh kind of fate sia hehehe....

2nd july friday

2004-07-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

shumin came my hse 2day,, made her corns.. then made myself ALOT of lunch..... was like ovestuffed myself... then later met zq mag and queenin at jp fer spiderman 2.... the movie was nice, queenin wnet hm after tat... then we went foood court slack and eat dinner loh..... then chatted quite some stuff....
after tat i haf to endure a long and sleepy jouyney to toa payoh on bus 157 cos haf to accompany bendan shumin hm... sianz diao,.....den chatted at the playground till 11pm then i go hm wif my usual transport loh.... well the pissed off part is when i reach hm.... my dad was like nagging down my nerve... but nothing i can say to answer back.. haiz,... no choice but to endure loh... so here am i... writing tis blog while letting shumin consoling mi..... thnx min^^

1st july thursday

2004-07-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

2day bz sia... was watching soccer last nite till ard 5am then sleep... but I WIN MONEY~~~ heheheh... but woke up ard 7am by my mum loh... cos suppose to meet shumin, but hoh fell asleep on the sofa then like woke up 9am then rushed to bath and etc... well ended up lucky reach shumin's hse ard 9.45... after tat went mac eat breakfast then go to RELC at orchard near tp RGS loh... but at there they told mi i nid to go down to buona vista MOE dere to ask them send RELC my cert... wtf... well no choice... took a cab dere.. then from moe was suppose to take bus send shumin to ngee ann.. then who noes.. zhutou yan called, well ended up i was at ngee ann atrium crap wif them till 1pm then send mag hm... reach hm SLEEP~~~~~ woke up at 6pm... chiong cab down to toapayoh again cos suppose to meet shumin at tooa payoh... well we went causeway after that and meet my REAL sis dere loh... cos she wanna make use of shumin's discount card to get the levi's jeans loh...
well.. by the time i sent shumin hm was like ard 11pm le.... so reach hm ard 11.30.... now here stone stone write tis blog... c soccer later

below is a story i just read 2day.... read on~~
a girl and a boy were on a motorcycle,speeding through the night.
they loved each other a lot..

girl----slow down a little..i'm scared..

boy----no,it's so fun..

girl----please...it's so scary..

boy----then say that you love me..

girl----fine..i love you..can you slow down now?

boy----give me a big hug..

the girl gave him a big hug.

girl----now can you slow down?

boy----can you take off my helmet and put it on, its uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive.

then next day,there was a story in the newspaper. a motorcycle had crashed into a building because its brakes were broken.there were two people on the motorcycle,of which one died,and the other had survived...

the guy knew that the brakes were broken.he didnt want to let the girl know,because he knew that the girl would have gotten scared. Instead,he was told the last time that she loved him,got a hug from her,put his helmet on her so that she can live,and die himself...

"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."

wed 30th june

2004-06-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

2day is last day of june... and my sch starts at 3rd aug.... 1 mths more... i gotta go back study.. sianz diao
then not much happen bah... except i nid to go submit GAF to UOL branch at orchard tml.....

BLACK OUT~~~

2004-06-30T02:16:00.000+08:00

well/... now is 2am in the morning.. finally the scv cable can works... so.. 2day not much.. just encountered a blackout of 45mins loh.. then was like... alot people from alot area oso blackout.. dunno y oso.. guess we will noe from tml's news bah...

28th jun monday

2004-06-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

2day is 1st day back to sch fer alot of people... hope u all had a nice day bah.. well... bendan min came my hse 2day cos her lesson ends early loh, no tutorials fer tis wk yet... well... went out to swensen fer meal loh.. then we met zq oso , saw her in her sch uniform--KAWAII NEY~~~ then maggie oso joined us later loh hehehe... she was like in pissed up mood hehehe... well since i gotta wrk, mi and zq left and leave shumin and mag behind to wait fer yan loh(last i heard yan you yi xing mei ren xing,met bf bangseh mag hehehehe)
then now here i am in front of my comp, off wrk, came hm, bathed le loh... maybe go GB wif mag a while later bah hehehe...

...

2004-06-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

misplaced my watch

Sunday 27th june 2004

2004-06-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

just a normal day, nothing much to say.. maybe just hope those start sch tml ENJOY their sch??? hehhe....

sat nite

2004-06-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

well.. yanyan relax bah hehhe.. anyway jerjer oso lost his ic at bowling alley dere... hopefully can get back later... well... yan... u r just unlucky cos all the odds are against u then heheh... but cool down bah.... tok to ur dad later.... he will believe u de
wah heng sia... got back my ic le~~~ hehhe.. then my whole day like... BORING~~~~ sianz.... was telling zq i keep listening to my cds over and over and over again... then is like so peaceful... not much customers... so sleepy some more.. haiz... ended up had atleast 5 cups of coffees 2day...
hehe... 2 more days is SCH RE-OPEN le~~~~ hehhe.. gd luck to all those who starts sch le hehehe.... well... guess will b seeing less of u all after sch starts loh... GONNA MISS U ALL...... not.... hahahahhahha.....
2nl sunday... wtf... gotta wrk long hr again...... then is the start of a boring and sianz sianz wk... cos no plan, no programs, no b'day , no parties, no outing fer the wk yet loh... haiz....
p.s went saw wo de ye man shi jie wif shumin last nite, the show was super nice, provide lots of laughter and earned alot of shumin's tears heheheheh... so if anyone of u all want go c hoh... remember to bring tissues paper oso...

$!(^!*&

2004-06-26T03:22:00.000+08:00

nice day but ended up wif a fuked up thing...
YANYAN IS VERY ANGRY!!!!

just another day?

2004-06-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

well just another day.. tml friday.... sorie cos i can't go, enjoy~~~
well.. 2day was sucky... not much happened...

bad mood....

2004-06-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

haiz... plain bad mood.. thnx fer those who showed mi concern, but sorie cos i never realli tell u all wat happen... guess onli yan and shumin noes bah... kinda like spoiled my day and the rest of my days??? well.. guess i gott amove on some times... giving in 2 much is not exactly the way, tink i been 2 easy going all my life... time to change??? well tis is a qns tat gonna go through my mind fer the rest of this 1 mths b4 i start sch...

=.="

2004-06-24T02:11:00.000+08:00

boo boo den my tigger plaster ley?? haiz... maybe fri i pop by??? or saturday... see how ba... xP ^)*!%##^@@@@@@@@@*&(!)))(***!!!!!$&&

#@^%&(#$&&#!

2004-06-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

IN A BAD MOOD....

豆漿油條 by 林俊傑
喝純白的豆漿是純白的浪漫望著你可愛臉蛋和妳純真的模樣
我傻傻對你笑是你憂愁解藥妳說我就像油條很簡單卻很美好
我知道妳和我就像豆獎油條要一起吃下去味道才會是最好
妳需要我的傻笑我需要妳的擁抱愛情就是要這樣它才不會淡掉
我知道有時候也需要吵吵鬧鬧但始終也知道只有妳對我最好
豆漿離不開油條讓我愛妳愛到老愛情就是要這樣它才幸福美好
我知道都知道妳知道妳都知道好不好別偷笑笑讓我知道(就好)
我喝完熱豆漿卻唸著還想要妳吃完金黃油條愛情又要在發酵

yucky jeremy signing in??

2004-06-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

wah liew si zhutou yan.... d 1st few letter is alrite but yucky.. sob...sob... yan bully mi again... well.. bad news 2day.. most likely i can't go off on fri.. my last chance now is wait fer my boss to tok to d other boss to switch off loh.. haiz.. pray they can swap...

haha Jzu 4 u... jer, u are yucky.. X_X

2004-06-22T18:16:00.000+08:00

J	Juicy
E	Enchanting
R	Radical
E	Exciting
M	Magical
Y	Yucky

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monday nite

2004-06-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

woke up early went toapayoh meet shumin and queenin loh.... then went hougang heartland mall got the bag wif shumin after tat went toapayoh central help her get her spectacles... then went to shumin's hse and she forced 2 dumpling down to my stomach.... so full sia... well.. suppose to catch a movie at nite.. but.. haiz... things not as gd as it shld haf been.. ended up i spent my off day sleeping at hm...
well.. portugal win heheheh..... prefer to c purtugal plays than spain loh.... well.. hope they can go far....
so sianz... nex wk so many people start sch le... i oso starting sch in another 1 more mth... but hoh... must wrk hard to get my degreee loh... atleast wun b a rubbish wif no diploma and such and onli haf a lousy o'level cert to show for... i realli feel tat fer a guy, the minimum u shld haf is a diploma, or u haf other special talents if not.. ur life gonna b miserable, needless to say bout supporting a wife and such...(but hoh, having a rich dad or mum will do 2)

sunday nite

2004-06-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

uneventful day but i got a big laugh at the end of d day... heheheh... was like went to jp after wrk to help shumin but her bag but like the red colour one was sold out.. so never help her get then maybe go hougang get tml... well here comes the funny part... i went to harvey norman and saw the guy that pestering shumin all these while... by description can spot him straight sia-- short fat be-spectacled ugly, got a kiddo hairstyle and most definitely look more like 30++++ than his 29 yr old... well.. most amazing part is tat, jer can c the phscho in him hahahhaha and straight sensed he is a female-less lifestyle... then jer giggle the way out of harvey norman and laugh all the way home hahahahha.... well.. no wonder my dumb sis shumin despise him.... so if u all got time.... pls go harvey norman c c tis freak... btw he is a manager in harvey norman sia..... wat a freak....

lalala

2004-06-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

.............. happy happy

sat nite, boring nite

2004-06-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

2day been kinda peaceful...
Not much to say oso, but maybe just bout queenin bah...
maybe u tink 2 much or maybe u just lost ur faith lately bah hope u can pick urself up bah...

very tired

2004-06-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

dunno y... after reached hm just feel tired... not alot happened,not nothing happened either... but i am just tired... i sensing my mood-swing b back real soon ,dunno how serious it will get tis time... shumin... i might nid ur help real soon...
p.s above incident haf nothing to do wif yan or her frens or wat so ever, it is more pte stuff...

in such a gd mood

2004-06-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

Well.... 2day kinda uneventful fer mi... but was in realli gd mood.... well... basically is becos i noe some new frens lately... some of my prob cleared and some new stuff crop up but kinda like the new stuff are happy signs??? well.. nex wk is queenin b'day... since not sure wich day she celebrating and since most likely not wed.. so i set my off on fri... now main prob is wat present to get her...well.... if u all got any suggestion.. pls sms mi or msn mi hehehehe...
Last nite while watching portugal - russia match... was having a confference chat wif mag and zq loh( shumin joins in later) , got to noe the 2 a bit better loh... and oso cleared some of their doubts(hopefully)... then tml fri.. goin to watch movie wif shumin loh.... den must accompany her shop shop a while at jp bah... maybe c c got any nice gift to get fer queenin oso...
Saw a few frens on my way to wrk loh... kinda get to noe they oso in SIM... but they yr 2 coming tis aug.. but hoh.... they same course as mi heheheh so i can get free notes~~~ oh yah... dumb lynn b'day nex sat....if my instint is right,i guess she gonna sms mi more frequently tis wk bah.... life is so unexpected,2mths ago i still scratching my head hard to tink of a present to get fer lynn, but now, i dun tink i realli bothered... 2wks ago, i am in a very bad state of mentality, now, everything is so clear~~~ hehehe...
some things are lost but not forever, but some they will vanish wifout a trace, the more u try to hold back, the faster it slips through ur hands

sign in

2004-06-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm nothing to say 2day just tat i start regretting let shumin noes jiayan and gang...si bendan shumin, u gonna b the death of mi sob...sob...
well... ta's all fer wednesday hehehe

well..... woke up, had a nice sleep hehehe

2004-06-15T12:20:00.000+08:00

well.. i woke up le... guess gotta wait fer all the princesses to wake up loh... hey btw ard wat time u all wake up??? gif mi a ring or sms... or i wil just mass sms u all ard 5.30 hehehehehe..... well... the b'day chalet not bad lah.. just tat my god sis was 2 drunk.... hehehe.. guess she made a fool of herself..
well.... after tat meet yan justin mag zq and yp eat seoul garden at woodlands... but hoh... zq is like drunk the whole time... then yan is stoned.... mag is like beri "luan"
... but hoh i realli kinda enjoyed watching the 4 gers crazy 2gether hehehe, i never noe they can b so crazy(according to justin, they are like tat most of the time, unless zc ard then would b slightly better) well... then i sensed something.... but dun tell u all... yan noe wat i mean rite?hehhehee.... well after tat we went to maggie's hse loh.... her room was like DAMM HOT loh.... well.. i tink most of us just stoned dere bah especially tat zhutou yan....
well... took cab sent them hm and i reach hm ard 12 just nice watch soccer hehehhe...
tat's all fer 2day bah... but i kinda enjoyed these 2 days hehehe.... was so fun and noe the crazy 4 much much more bah.... 2 bad queenin never join us...
to zq:妳是公主...妳的王子正在遠方騎著白馬向你飛奔而來哦,慢慢等哦~~呵呵呵~~

tired ar...

2004-06-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

haha poP by only... tired... go sleep... zZzZZ

soccer half time

2004-06-13T00:55:00.000+08:00

well.. soccer half time.. sadly portugal down 0-1 to greece
heheh.. but kinda like feel tat life will never appear the way u want it... u gotta accept what comes ur way... it will onli b a happy way if u noe how to make jokes out of it^^ actually i shld b kinda a depressed person, but maybe i mix wif frens of younger age group than mi, i do feel tat there is more to life bah, i am happier person than i used to b, but i do become more matured than b4, my perception of life changes so rapidly... but i just glad tat it changing fer the better... well... half time almost over... fill up the rest later ^^
full time portugal 1- 2 greece.... welll not exactly the kind of result expected... well.. now 2am... gotta wait till 2.30am.... sianz... msn no one ard oso... sianz sianz... dun want write 2 much cos wrote 2 much 2day.... maybe just go slp.... no mood to watch 2nd match gd nite.... c u all 2nite

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~

2004-06-12T11:25:00.000+08:00

my comp is back online~~~>
hehehe finally i got my comp back but saw the 4 gers havin a slight conflict loh.... well tat is a test.... after tis, it is either u all b more unfamiliar wif one another or u all might b much closer.. the choice is urs.... but 1 fact is tat one or more of u all gotta sacrifice tis time.... tink of what u all want bah...
yan:some thing cannot b forced,some things are realli once lost forever gone
yp:at ur age, i can understand ur feeling there will b tis stage in the long run of frenship, especially when u met a new group of frens tat u click wif... try not to compare and u might feel better
zq:being sensitive to other's feeling is 1 thing, but being true to urself is another,try bring a balance bah...
mag:nothing to say bout u kakakakkakakakakakakaakaka.....
well, after been great frens fer so long, y let small matter like tis turn all sour... no pt blame on anything tat happens now, cos nobody want any of this to happen... but what happened had occured... u gotta accept the fact... some fact u gotta accept, something u haf to noe will never b the same... no pt changing others wholesomely to suit u or change urself totally to suit others... if 2 things can't b placed together, try split up ur time fer the 2, if u tried 2 hard to mix together, u might end up losing 1
came hm noe more stuff and saw yp's blog... kinda feel the thing getting out of control... i dun exactly noe how ur 4 yrs frenship can turn so nasty overnite... when i 1st noe u all... 4 of u were so happy, so glad to haf one another... but now... trust become suspicious, words become harsh, temper boiling, and most of all , losing ur minds... as an outsider i haf no right to question all urs action... but at the end of the day, is all these worthwhile... actually i do envy u all being so close after 4 yrs and u all are not of same age, same sch and even same interest maybe.... ur common thing is just ytco... but u all built a great frenship... now 1 uncontrolled temper led to a disappointed reply... seen each other like never noe one another... i wished u all were guys, so tat u all can fight it out, winner is tright loser accept the fact... but sad to say if u all maintain as wat it is.... the 4 of u will split up.... well... maybe u wun feel anything now... but maybe someday just maybe someday, u will reflect back and think, y was i acted to kiddo and lose frens like tat? i noe trust once broken can never b patched back,just like wat yp haf for zq.... y bother patch back???? y not build another level of trust?? there is misunderstanding between u 2, but u all just kept so much to urself... and u all dun haf someone to get all the craps out of u all... i noe i wrote a longlong blog now... but hope u 4 can realli tink bout wat u all want(poor maggie hehehe)
welll tueday jeremy holding a break-up 9 mths anniversary and treat the 4 of u go makan.... hope u 4 gif mi a reply PLS~~~~can ask queenin along if u all want but no u-noe-who k?
Fuk Fuk Fuk Fuk clear le never tell mi.. sms oso no reply sob..sob... all gang up bully jer... u all bad sia... made mi write so much.... nvm... i keep all those words here to remind u all what misunderstanding can do to ur frenship...sob..sob..... watch soccer le hehehehheeh....

coz u bendan!!! haha orbi... we all will eat u broke.. muahahaha xP
written by yANyaN

much left speechless...

2004-06-12T10:29:00.000+08:00

maybe wad u see its wad u belive, maybe wad u heard is always in dout, maybe both, maybe not. Life is always about chosing, assuming and beliving it and sometimes lived it. Its often that us, made some reckless, brainless decisions... so ..... continue later... as much sadness and sense of losT had conquered my brain...

haha all things are settled... CaSE cLosed... haah aNd jer said he tuesday treat... muz go!! haha ^^

friday noon

2004-06-11T09:50:00.000+08:00

well.... comp still down... goin to amk to get my motherboard fixed later...
well went play soccer yesterday nite, but kinda turn out to b an unhappy encounter, kinda like i feel so out of sort when playing with them... i lost my instinct, i lost my way and most importantly i lost my spirit.... i am no longer the player i was... i was the onli one who not onli never improve, instead i keep moving backwards... haiz... i tink i start losing myself.... btw zq gave mi a missed call while i was playing but when i call back she never pick up... guess nothing important?
well.... gotta go amk get my mother board fixed... hehehhe.. but after tis entry if my motherboard not fixed... i gotta wait till monday morning 4 i can use comp.... so fer now.. wish zq haf a nice chalet all gals haf a great time... and to those reading tis blog... thnx ^^
welll got hm in noon after went check up d motherboard... ended up it has no prob... just nid update the driver version... welll brought hm the thing now wait fer trix to help my comp to b placed back in one piece..... let's hope he come help mi soon hehhehe so i can use my comp again.... well d earliest i can post something here is gonna b either nex mon or when trix come fixed my comp bah.... sianz sianz.... to yp.... in a group of frens.... someone gotta take all the conflicts onto him/herself.... though it may look miserable... but when u c the frenship is long and gd... all is worth it ^^

!@$#$^%&%^%$#

2004-06-10T09:32:00.000+08:00

MY FREAKING COMP SPOILED!!!!!!!!
damm.. now i cannot online.. onli can use my bro's laptop..... @#^%$$$$%$&^%$
well... guess u all wun c mi often until my comp is done.. sob...sob... cannot bully yan in gb le...wat a sad day.... haiz... now hope it is onli my ram card tat spoiled not motherboard....
well... sianz diao.. trix told mi my ram card is perfectly fine.... sianz diao!!!!! mean must get a new motherboard...... @#%$&^%^*$&^#$%&^&^ well.. guess haf to go simlim on monday to get a new mother board..... haiz.. guess u all would onli c mi ard nex wed......

WaS ForCed to Wake uP at 8am

2004-06-10T08:09:00.000+08:00

sian diaoz... early morning wake up to do Web Enrollement... and its sux lorz... too many people log in.. and its so lag.. >_<" it took a long time to load ar... haiz... duno wad to choose.. maybe 10-12pm and 1-3pm lorz... haha ^^

well another day

2004-06-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

kinda since morning been trying to console my crying god sis... tend to get very emotional... haiz.... nothing can say to her now except hope she can understand what shld b done... but i doubt she will cos she still dun get the picture till nite time.. haiz...
the rest is just another day fer mi... wrk..off wrk... came hm GB abit then go slp hehe.... but kinda like nites haf not been as easy passed as 2day fer past 1 wk++... then while gb.... my mum was like nagging non stop behind my ear cos she just got back from malaysia and in REALLI bad mood loh... nearly wanted to walk out and go somewhere dunno where...
AND must realli gif a big thnx to yanyan hehehehe fer makin my blog much lively hehehe... THANK YOU YANYAN~~~

bOO

2004-06-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

haha well well changed the sound... haha add ur tag... and flood ur tag... and added links and added some words at the end footer.. heh heh something to share http://www.funnies.com/3things.htm